You know, I must admit I am feeling the same way entirely. I don't have Christmas gifts for anyone, I don't really mind if I don't get any either... It's almost as though this isn't really December. Thanksgiving was weird. My birthday was vacant and Christmas is probably going to be a repeat of Thanksgiving especially since my family thinks I need anti-depressants and to move back home.
AWESOME.
On a good note: I'm actually not an alcoholic! I haven't even been drunk in two weeks!! hahah the little joys of life. Which means I'm going to go get involved with the irish coffee that's been on my mind :)
B-pod... I'm going to wear your face around my neck tonight. I'll take pictures and maybe that will make sense one day.
<33
yoneses.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
bahumbug
The other day I said to my mom, "Mom, you know how much I love Christmas right?" and she said, "of course" then I said to her, "Mom, I just don't think I have any Christmas spirit this year." I love Christmas time, with the snow and the lights and the tree, but it seems I've avoided everything christmasy this year. I'm not hating on Christmas, or being scrooge-like, I guess I just dont care this year. And I have been so bummed out by it, I mean, I am probably going to have to work christmas eve at work, and honestly don't care that I do. Which is crazy because christmas eve at my house is way more important than christmas day!
I dont know guys... am I the only one feeling this way? Oh yeah, not to mention I still have no gifts for anyone... and I honestly wouldn't care if nobody got me any gifts. I really just wish I could skip christmas this year, get right on to new years and start over!
I dont know guys... am I the only one feeling this way? Oh yeah, not to mention I still have no gifts for anyone... and I honestly wouldn't care if nobody got me any gifts. I really just wish I could skip christmas this year, get right on to new years and start over!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Well hello there.
hey ladies.
i'm currently home on long island, i decided to start my thanksgiving break early. Like 5 days early. Feels pretty wonderful to just dick around and not worry about my homework and papers for a few days. I had a very stressful week, if ya wanna know what happened ask me cause I don't want to post it on here.
Yesterday afternoon was the first time I left my apartment in three days. Partied wayyyyy to hard on Friday night so I decided to take a break from life. I rearranged my room and cleaned it so its spotless now. It hasn't been clean in I don't even know how long. Darren came over saturday night and we watched lots and lots of It's Always Sunny. Oh how i love that show.
Last night I went to Gallagher's in Sea Cliff and drank myself silly. It was Monday night football, so $2 buds and 30 cent wings. Yum Yum. We didn't end up watching any of the game, cause we were all so enthralled in a game of Trivial Pursuit. I once again tried to mend my break up with tequila.....FAILED! i took part of the shot of patron and gagged and gave the rest to Natalie. I was home and in bed by 12:30, i have no idea whyyyy so early.
I should probably get up and start my day. I will talk to you ladies very soon! Miss and love you all!!!
-Jean
P.S. Brittylove, I'm really sorry to hear about your rough few weeks. If ya need to talk call me up. I'll send some love and happy energy through the phone. <3
i'm currently home on long island, i decided to start my thanksgiving break early. Like 5 days early. Feels pretty wonderful to just dick around and not worry about my homework and papers for a few days. I had a very stressful week, if ya wanna know what happened ask me cause I don't want to post it on here.
Yesterday afternoon was the first time I left my apartment in three days. Partied wayyyyy to hard on Friday night so I decided to take a break from life. I rearranged my room and cleaned it so its spotless now. It hasn't been clean in I don't even know how long. Darren came over saturday night and we watched lots and lots of It's Always Sunny. Oh how i love that show.
Last night I went to Gallagher's in Sea Cliff and drank myself silly. It was Monday night football, so $2 buds and 30 cent wings. Yum Yum. We didn't end up watching any of the game, cause we were all so enthralled in a game of Trivial Pursuit. I once again tried to mend my break up with tequila.....FAILED! i took part of the shot of patron and gagged and gave the rest to Natalie. I was home and in bed by 12:30, i have no idea whyyyy so early.
I should probably get up and start my day. I will talk to you ladies very soon! Miss and love you all!!!
-Jean
P.S. Brittylove, I'm really sorry to hear about your rough few weeks. If ya need to talk call me up. I'll send some love and happy energy through the phone. <3
Sunday, November 23, 2008
whiskey rain.
been a while, eh?
i am currently in castle rock at my parents' house visiting my ma. dad's been out of town a few days and i decided to devote my saturday night to a mommadotta date. we went to a cool rock club in downtown denver and saw a sweet ass country band called the railbenders play. everyone was swing dancing. i had a blue moon for the first time in forevs. it was the first night i felt okay in a while.
some updates:
-things that are so unbelievably NOT kickass-
-dad lost his job.
-great grandma mary passed away.
-mom and dad are probably moving back to new york.
-little scotty garrison wants to hop on the bandwagon and return to the east coast too.
it's been a very rough ride the past few weeks and i've been a big emotional gooch.
however, on the flipside:
-things that are kickass-
-i got a new job and a promotion.
-i moved into my new place in boulder.
-karen is coming to visit january 9-12.
-one of my lifelong friends is getting married in april and she asked me to be one of her bridesmaids. which means i will get to go home to b-town for my birthday again and see a bunch of lovely ladies i haven't seen in forever.
i miss new york a lot. i miss you guys a lotter.
jones and alysse- it was so good to hear your voices the other day.
millz- i found a cute little cafe that has wireless, so i will be able to have ichats with you again soon. i'mma calls you soon because i miss you big.
guyetti- i'mma call you too. i know you HATE talking on the phone, but, dammit, i'm gonna make you. even if it's just long enough to say i love ya.
i must go bird shopping for thursday now. love love love. miss miss miss.
-bPod.
i am currently in castle rock at my parents' house visiting my ma. dad's been out of town a few days and i decided to devote my saturday night to a mommadotta date. we went to a cool rock club in downtown denver and saw a sweet ass country band called the railbenders play. everyone was swing dancing. i had a blue moon for the first time in forevs. it was the first night i felt okay in a while.
some updates:
-things that are so unbelievably NOT kickass-
-dad lost his job.
-great grandma mary passed away.
-mom and dad are probably moving back to new york.
-little scotty garrison wants to hop on the bandwagon and return to the east coast too.
it's been a very rough ride the past few weeks and i've been a big emotional gooch.
however, on the flipside:
-things that are kickass-
-i got a new job and a promotion.
-i moved into my new place in boulder.
-karen is coming to visit january 9-12.
-one of my lifelong friends is getting married in april and she asked me to be one of her bridesmaids. which means i will get to go home to b-town for my birthday again and see a bunch of lovely ladies i haven't seen in forever.
i miss new york a lot. i miss you guys a lotter.
jones and alysse- it was so good to hear your voices the other day.
millz- i found a cute little cafe that has wireless, so i will be able to have ichats with you again soon. i'mma calls you soon because i miss you big.
guyetti- i'mma call you too. i know you HATE talking on the phone, but, dammit, i'm gonna make you. even if it's just long enough to say i love ya.
i must go bird shopping for thursday now. love love love. miss miss miss.
-bPod.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
no way you?
A few updates for everyone!
As we all know, I stopped working at Ruby Foo's a little bit over a month ago. I got a new job at a clothing store (which shall remain unnamed for fear of them finding my blog and hunting me down). I took the job even though the pay was going to be unlivable in respect to my bills, in hopes that it would amount to something more in the future. After three weeks I got a sweet promotion :) I'm an MIT (manager in training). I have keys and everything; this makes me feel important.
More important than all of this, I am going to Rochester in one week. I get to see Mom and get the hell out of this city for three days. I CAN NOT WAIT.
I am also going to look into some extracurricular activities. I get off of work at a very reasonable time these days and I need to start doing something other than drinking. I am either going to get back into sewing, building things, or I am going to have my mom take me food shopping and actually come home and cook satisfying dinner and not feeling like death everyday.
B-12 vitamins are great. Maybe it's a placebo effect, but when I take them I feel all sorts of invincible. I even smirk! That's my sign of pleasure!!
I made a new blog.
harumphious.blogspot.com
loves
jones.
As we all know, I stopped working at Ruby Foo's a little bit over a month ago. I got a new job at a clothing store (which shall remain unnamed for fear of them finding my blog and hunting me down). I took the job even though the pay was going to be unlivable in respect to my bills, in hopes that it would amount to something more in the future. After three weeks I got a sweet promotion :) I'm an MIT (manager in training). I have keys and everything; this makes me feel important.
More important than all of this, I am going to Rochester in one week. I get to see Mom and get the hell out of this city for three days. I CAN NOT WAIT.
I am also going to look into some extracurricular activities. I get off of work at a very reasonable time these days and I need to start doing something other than drinking. I am either going to get back into sewing, building things, or I am going to have my mom take me food shopping and actually come home and cook satisfying dinner and not feeling like death everyday.
B-12 vitamins are great. Maybe it's a placebo effect, but when I take them I feel all sorts of invincible. I even smirk! That's my sign of pleasure!!
I made a new blog.
harumphious.blogspot.com
loves
jones.
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