Monday, December 29, 2008


check the date on that one.
three years later we meet and then start dating. i guess he was right, he would like me. haha. too bad its all fucked up now.


Friday, December 26, 2008

oh herro

hey lovies.
hope all of your christmas' were wonderful. mine was long and half way thru i got the "irish flu" (according to mr. krieb). never again will i drink i giant glass of baileys at my gma's house. too hot in there. by the time i got to chris' family party i was on the verge of barfing all over and fainting. i sat and watched all the drinking games and drank lots of water. i finally started to feel better and ended up being the last to leave the party. so all ended well.
i got a gps from my mom, so you know what that meansss!! road trips everywhere, once i get paychecks from my job.
now i'm watching enchanted and trying to back up my computer so that i can finally update to leopard. WOOOO!! hopefully i don't lose my bootleg programs. that would suck.
uhp. i think i backed all my shit up. so time to get down to business.
love and miss you all!


Friday, December 19, 2008

RE: RE: bahumbug

i agree with ya ladies. i don't feel as though i am in the christmas spirit this year. i've attended numerous christmas parties all ready, but it still doesn't feel like its the holidays. i guess maybe the fact that i have done zero holiday shopping and won't ever do any because of the amount of debt i am in right now. its kind of a bummer how the magic of christmas is gone. i want to be a little kid who counts the days till santa comes.
today my mom and i drove my brother to school on our way to work, only to find out that the 15 minute ride was a waste of time because glen cove cancelled school for the day. all because of the inclimate weather....which by the way has yet to start. so we turned around and took him home. i wish i got snow days. i am pooped. had some people over last night, lots of irish coffee, beer, and true life; stayed up way too late and had to wake up at 6:30 for work. i will most likely be nodding off at my desk today. i've been at work for about a week now and my mom has yet to give me work to do. i just dick around on the internet and get paid for it cause she forgets about me. fyi...i walked into my mom's office before and she hands me tin of cookies and tells me to eat them cause she wants the tin they came in. this job is gonna make me fat. hahah.
ok. well i think i'm gonna go take a stroll around the office. talk to you lovely ladies soon!
miss you all! <3


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Re: bahhumbug

You know, I must admit I am feeling the same way entirely. I don't have Christmas gifts for anyone, I don't really mind if I don't get any either... It's almost as though this isn't really December. Thanksgiving was weird. My birthday was vacant and Christmas is probably going to be a repeat of Thanksgiving especially since my family thinks I need anti-depressants and to move back home.
On a good note: I'm actually not an alcoholic! I haven't even been drunk in two weeks!! hahah the little joys of life. Which means I'm going to go get involved with the irish coffee that's been on my mind :)
B-pod... I'm going to wear your face around my neck tonight. I'll take pictures and maybe that will make sense one day.



The other day I said to my mom, "Mom, you know how much I love Christmas right?" and she said, "of course" then I said to her, "Mom, I just don't think I have any Christmas spirit this year." I love Christmas time, with the snow and the lights and the tree, but it seems I've avoided everything christmasy this year. I'm not hating on Christmas, or being scrooge-like, I guess I just dont care this year. And I have been so bummed out by it, I mean, I am probably going to have to work christmas eve at work, and honestly don't care that I do. Which is crazy because christmas eve at my house is way more important than christmas day!

I dont know guys... am I the only one feeling this way? Oh yeah, not to mention I still have no gifts for anyone... and I honestly wouldn't care if nobody got me any gifts. I really just wish I could skip christmas this year, get right on to new years and start over!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

a haiku

I will check my phone
Constantly until you call
So sometime soon, please?


Monday, December 15, 2008

oh balls.

i think i'm destined for a drama filled love life. ughuhghhhhhhh.